Friday, 31 July 2015


Thought I should mention, there is a new page up.
 Some things I don't want to leave in the email.

Yes, this has been an issue.

In the past, I have always just mind-over-body it. Coz I am super amazing with that particular kind of kettle. And dammit I can.

I am lacking that belief that fuels that ability to mind-over-body it, which just makes it all that much more worse.
One of those pesky side affects (more on that later, maybe).

We have always dealt with it.
For the most part, definitely since the beginning of our D/s and then most definitely since we became M/, he has expected me to just suffer through.
He does take an extraordinary amount of pleasure in my pain.

But maybe , just maybe one of the brilliant minds who read here will have a suggestion that I haven't tried on for size--though I feel like I have tried them all.

It has always been this way for me.

Bleue's Confession

Monday, 27 July 2015

Summery Time

Just dropping in to say 'hey' and sorry for the absence.

Long slow hazy days.
Little humans being so much fun--and getting increasingly more mobile.
 We are hatching new plans and peeking over new fences.

It's all good.

I miss Blogland.

Sometimes, I have moments that make my heart hurt in missing us.
 But I wouldn't trade the now for all the blue in all the skies.

I. Need. To. Write.

I've convinced myself that my WIP is so horrible it is beyond a rewrite...not sure where to go with and I am stuck on what to write.
 Still tossing around that ball of annoyance.


Someday, I suspect, there will be a time where the chaos is more organized but for now, all I can manage is a glimpse here and there beyond what is in front of me.

Hope the summer is being good to you, my friends.